Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Unemployment!!!!

I just can't figure this out..... Yes, I didn't finish college, and let's just say, I bombed at it.... Yet I thought that I had made something out of myself and that I had made some great choices for my life. So 3 years ago when I lost my job with Friday's it has been downhill for me. So yes, I should have taken college more seriously and I wish I would have had someone pushing me and riding me. Yet it is still nobody's fault but mine, yet I just wish..... Now I am having the hardest time finding my place where I can fit in, and strive. And this economy sucks..... Yet, I love how a single mom of 3 is having a hard time getting unemployment cuz I had to quit a job due to the hours did not work with my kids, yet their are dead beats out there on drugs and lazy sitting around their home on unemployment.... Funds are low, yes I know, yet drug test all of these losers taking advantage of the systems and we would save a whole hell of alot of money and maybe clean up a bunch of idiots..... So yes, I am still waiting on unemployment to decide if I deserve it due to the fact that I had to quit a job that I had to work 2nd or 3rd shift 7 days a week, while being a single mom... Yet losers that probably aren't even taking jobs or applying are getting it. So yes, needless to say I'm mad today.... So come monday when I still have found nothing and I am going on 3 weeks without any pay and have rent and utilities and preschool to pay for, those drug heads taking advantage can go buy their shit with their unemployment money and be happy....... And I am applying daily at jobs and trying my ass off....... So that is another thing that I don't understand. Am I so damn bad.... Why can I not find a job. I even applied somewhere and they pretty much told me cuz I use to be a General Manager that they didn't want to hire me to work under them with my past experience.... Just Freakin Great!!!!!!! UGH>>> that is my rant for the day.Now onto more positive thought, I know that God has a great plan for me, and he wants me to not be judging of others and their choices, yet it is so hard when I struggle so much and my stress is affecting me. Please Please Please let this stuff just become easier.... I just don't know how much more I can take......
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  1. AnonymousSeptember 27, 2011 at 10:40 AM

    I feel ya on that one. I went back and racked up $25K in student loans to get certified in English. I got to teach a year of hell in inner city (see people who abuse welfare system) and this year the only interview I got was for a 5 week subbing spot. Well, I got that, finished it and now I'm back to subbing the school that I subbed at $25K ago with $290 a month in loans for the next decade. So anyway, I skimmed through your blog here and see you're obviously a writer too. I've been working on my book. It's a great "in between" thing if you want to try to write one. The hard part, which I'm working on now, is getting it published or even self-publishing. Anyway, just wanted to suggest a good "in between" activity that gives a little validation. Good luck with the job hunt!

    Rob

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  2. UnknownSeptember 28, 2011 at 10:54 AM

    Thanks Rob! I really do enjoy writing and it just seems to be a release for me some days. I write alot more at home though because I do not have the internet at home, I'm too cheap and on a budget. LOL. Good luck with your book and job hunts in the future.

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