Sometimes you just want someone to listen and hold you when you are crying or need to talk.... Sometimes you just need someone to say, you are beautiful.... And sometimes you just want to hear, I love you....
I am so incredibly blessed by such an amazing family and group of friends, yet sometimes it just gets emotionally lonely. I have always been a very physical and emotional person. That is how I express myself, and who doesn't love to cuddle or just get attention. I have noticed it more lately bothering me. I always say I hate men for all that I have been through, and that I need time... Yet I know I am ready for some type of something.. I don't know what it will be, or maybe just a friendship. But I need something.
I don't think I even know how to date anymore, and even how to go about it... So crazy compared to me 10 years ago. LOL. Yet I also have no self confidence anymore.... Where do I begin, and how do I start this journey. I know deep down that I am feeling better and I am not ready for anything serious, yet I just want to start somewhere... Pray for me, cuz I may need it, and so will he..... LOL
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